([info]dark_vanity) wrote,
@ 2004-06-21 14:32:00
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Current mood: depressed
Current music:disturbed...

my life seems to be spinning slowly but surly out of control... how do they expect me to get a full time job with a felony on my record?!?! fuck... probation is gonna b a fuckin bitch. if i mess up i get a warrent for my arrest... this is bullshit. i need a job.. i need kat... i dont know what im gonna do.... this is where i begin to panic and wonder if it would just be easier to give up. and fuck you if you get pissed at me for saying that! this is hard and my future looks poor, im scared and im tired... the only thing holding my together is kat... and steph and the other few friends i have.... i love you guys.bye... i need help.


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[info]salemsmalice
2004-06-21 08:23 pm UTC (link)
ooh sweety its ok... ^.^ i know its hard and its easier to give up but one day ill all be easier and we will all be happy and old together...^.^ it always feels to good to be reminded of that... well byzzz ur here anywayz

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[info]xxbleedxx
2004-06-22 09:23 pm UTC (link)
Awwww...cheer up,dollface!!!!

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[info]i_playdead
2004-06-28 08:03 pm UTC (link)
You should get a job at some fast food joint until you find a better job. It's better than not having money. Plus you'll most likely get free food, although it will get kinda unhealthy everyday. Well, goodluck.

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(Anonymous)
2004-06-29 09:40 am UTC (link)
told you, you were nothing but a piece of shit fuck up! burn in hell!

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[info]mourning_soul
2004-07-02 05:13 pm UTC (link)
he he pitiful really, how ingorance flows in the air

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[info]fairiezdust
2004-07-06 08:25 pm UTC (link)
Seriously, you took time out of your day, lets say 5 or 10 minutes to write and post this.... you must of been thinking about him and reading his journal. Why did you post this and read his journal if you don't like him. If you really didn't like him or want to put him down, you wouldn't be on here saying ridiculous comments.

As to you, Ivan, (I found you on Vampire Freaks), cheer up sweety, everything will be fine. You've got love and support from all of us.
~Love Ash

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[info]forgottentale
2005-03-13 08:55 am UTC (link)
you must have alot of time on your hands.

fucking up is a part of life.
fucking up the ass is only a part of yours.

suck a dick bitch.
Then go get a life.
:)

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[info]__kaboom
2004-06-30 06:41 am UTC (link)
i found you on VF, i hope you don't mind me adding you.


you seem so sad, you shouldn't be. not that i'm one to judge but you just seem like your a wonderful person and wonderful people shouldn't be sad

xoxo

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hey
[info]firey_red
2004-06-30 08:44 am UTC (link)
I'm sry.. cheer up. I saw u on VF.. you seem really cool.. I'm sry If you feel that it is the end. I'm not judging you or ne thing.. but even if u feel like its the end.. just try and hang out with your friends more... yah know the ones that make you happy.. Well stop by my lj some time.. and I think your beautiful..

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[info]label_punkness
2004-06-30 06:02 pm UTC (link)
im sorry youre scared and tat sounds kinda scarey...yea...
Billi

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[info]meowserwowser
2004-06-30 07:27 pm UTC (link)
When things get rough, just hold up your head, babe. It'll get better, don't you worry about that. Take it from me -- I've been through some serious shit in my life.

<3 ColorblindMadness

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[info]takemychances
2004-06-30 07:44 pm UTC (link)
I think you should add me cuz your cool.

♥

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[info]to0tsie_roll
2004-06-30 07:48 pm UTC (link)
aww.. u seem really down...i know u dont wanna hear this but i saw u on vf...and i just noticed u had a livejournal...aww cheer up...
i hate ignorant ppl ... take care
+ Misanthr0pic

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[info]pink_injection
2004-07-01 12:01 am UTC (link)
add me <3. you seem pretty cool and make kick ass icons. Good Job! sorry about your luck though i hope it all turns out okay.

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[info]interbella
2004-07-01 12:38 pm UTC (link)
I saw your page on VampireFreaks, and you make such pretty icons :D
just wondering if I could use one for mý lj? *cute*

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[info]the_used_fairy
2004-07-01 04:35 pm UTC (link)
hey, i found yur VJ page, if u dont mind im gunna add u

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[info]_necro
2004-07-01 05:38 pm UTC (link)
heyy..i found you on vf..nice pro and pic..and i really hope everything goes better for you ..i know it is to be depressed. wanna be friends? me on vf = MSI_WHORE

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(Anonymous)
2004-07-01 10:14 pm UTC (link)
im really sorry about everything, i hope it all gets better, you seem like an awsome guy, & i hope everything works out for the best...

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cheer up . . .
[info]mourning_soul
2004-07-02 05:12 pm UTC (link)
hey just like some ppl here i also found you in VF and don't mind me . . . if you don't mind . . . some words of inspiration is all you need . . . to begin with, never give up and if kat is all you need then i guess there is nothing else in this world that matters except that job of yours but not to worry the best things only come in the future and everything will be fine. Take care and peace be with you always!

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Babe...
[info]mlnchlykat
2004-07-02 10:34 pm UTC (link)
I've said it so many times: No matter how hard it gets, you'll still get through it as long as you try. I'll always love you: no matter if you're the richest man in the world, hobo in downtown, number 1 on vf [0.o concieted bitch ^.^] or yet again just another nobody [online or in the real world]. I love you Ivan, with all my heart.
Don't worry baby, we can do this ^.^

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Re: Babe...
[info]mourning_soul
2004-07-03 10:48 pm UTC (link)
you don't know me and i don't know you except the fact that your kat ::scratches head:: or else i think - but i just wanted to let you know that you sound like a really good g/f. Peace.

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[info]___jaded___
2004-07-10 07:07 am UTC (link)
Hey... i found your profile on vf (as a lot of other people seemed to have done) and think you seem like a beautiful person.. hope you don't mind me adding you...
And i know at times (or always) shit seems real bad... just spend time with ones you love and who care about you and they will soon sort you out and help you realise that it's not all bad. ^^

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[info]killmythots
2004-07-30 03:55 pm UTC (link)
Hey you. I added ya to mah friends =P

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[info]atrueliar
2004-08-03 09:08 pm UTC (link)
I'm one of the billion who saw you on VF. I didn't feel like being on the site anymore to tell you I rated you a 10. You're hott..
You may never find out who I am from VF, but I really don't care.
I Wuv You.
TheEnd

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[info]donttelllies13
2004-08-08 09:47 pm UTC (link)
iiivvvaaannnn...lol it's danny's friend, victoria...yeah the one u scratched like hell today at the going away party....(jerk). Im adding u k? add me back?? <3

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[info]forgottentale
2005-03-13 08:53 am UTC (link)
It's been a while hun.
I hope things get better for you.
You deserve to be happy.

suz

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[info]astral_death
2005-07-14 06:38 pm UTC (link)
I don't know you, but I hope things go better for you in the future.

Add me please?

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